They say that childhood friends can be lovers...
maaaring totoo, maaaring hindi...
but for me...
it is totally confusing.
yes! I have a BIG CRUSH on one of my childhood friends.
but he changed. Totally changed.
hindi na siya yung malinis, gwapo, mabait, palakaibigan, basta ganun.
well, he has problems in his life na hindi ko naman kayang i-solve.
first. wala akong karapatan.
Second. Hindi na kami close.
pero, i really do wish he will change for good, and he may find the right for his life.
pero meron pang isa.
I have this confused feeling toward my friend.
well, hindi kami ganun ka close.
but may something na eh.
ako yung may something ok.
so, i'm still confused. Kasi hindi tama na may maramdaman ako sa kanya.
it is totally useless, and in the end. Kung magka gusto man ako ng tuluyan sa kanya.
ako pa rin ang masasaktan.
so, Please! let this feeling go away! =/
