Wasted

Hey there! It's been a long time since my last post. So yeah! What's new about me?
I just broke up with my boyfriend last last week. Yeah, BOYFRIEND. Finally had one, but it didn't last. Why? He CHEATED. I think he was tired of me. So sad, but yeah for now I can't MOVE ON.
I THINK I WOULD NOT, EVER. hehe! just joking. But for now, I love him so much. I want him back, and forget about his mistakes.
I just love him, and everything that I do reminds me of him. Oh well, LIFE IS A HURRICANE.

I am so busy with my current life, got so many priorities to handle. Can't even have so much time with my friends. I think this year would be so easy for me. I'll strive hard.

totoo ba?

They say that childhood friends can be lovers...

maaaring totoo, maaaring hindi...


but for me...




it is totally confusing.

yes! I have a BIG CRUSH on one of my childhood friends.

but he changed. Totally changed.

hindi na siya yung malinis, gwapo, mabait, palakaibigan, basta ganun.

well, he has problems in his life na hindi ko naman kayang i-solve.

first. wala akong karapatan.

Second. Hindi na kami close.




pero, i really do wish he will change for good, and he may find the right for his life.






pero meron pang isa.


I have this confused feeling toward my friend.



well, hindi kami ganun ka close.

but may something na eh.

ako yung may something ok.

so, i'm still confused. Kasi hindi tama na may maramdaman ako sa kanya.

it is totally useless, and in the end. Kung magka gusto man ako ng tuluyan sa kanya.

ako pa rin ang masasaktan.

so, Please! let this feeling go away! =/

LAST

I've just realize that,

you can easily miss a thing that you do everyday

It seems like, your life is incomplete without doing it.

I miss the times, that I woke up early??


maybe it's early for me, but late for them

seeing my classmates, friends, acquaintances and even crushes at my school.

chatting with them every morning,

doing homeworks with them.

updating what happened fun yesterday in our own entertainment section.

at some point, it isn't always like that.

Sometimes, we may quarrel. but still, it will and SHOULD be resolved.


when there are some activities, its US who are busy.

applying make up, changing with our costumes, styling our hair

of course, PICTURE TAKING


I miss the times, that we always pray before the contest, and supporting each and everyone.

Now we were departed but our minds are still connected.

I will miss this..


so MUCH!!

Remembering the time we spent
together as one,
those memories I won't forget,
It will remain inside my heart. 




CONGRATULATIONS BATCH 2011-2012

Problemsssssssssssssssssssss

ba't ang daming problema??


problema sa school

sa bahay


sa lovelife

at sa mga friends?



ah ewan!!

basta ang alam ko lang kailangan kong harapin ang lahat..


hindi ako susuko



GOD IS WITH ME..


kaya ko 'to


KAYA NAMIN 'TO!!

The Tree Planting

KANINA...


nag tree planting kami..

tree planting ba ang tawag dun??

parang mountain hiking kasi ang dapat eh.

basta! ang layyyyyoooooooooooooooooooooo ng nilakbay namin..


lahat ng pawis ko lumabas..


to the point na hindi na ako masyado makahinga.

but I still have go on,

Well.  sa ilang oras ng nilakad ko, hindi ko na talaga kinaya pa.


Wala na..


umupo na lang ako bigla sa lilim ng mga puno, pinipilit ng makahinga ulit..


tapos may sundalo na nakakita sa akin..

concern siya sa akin..

yun tumigil sila, pinaypayan ako..


tapos si KUYA JOEL ng kabalikat yung tumulong sa akin para makahing ako ulit.


hinilot2 niya ako..

lahat ginawa niya pra guminhawa ang pkiramdam ko..

i was thankfull..

pero di ko maintindihan kung bakit umiyak ako..


basta yun na..


minutes has passed nahimasmasan na ako..


medyo ok na rin ang pakiramdam ko..

mabuti naman.. ^______________^

basta ayun


tapos nun, may isang boses na nag-alok sa akin ng isang tubig..


i was shocked! kasi di ko ine-expect ang ganun..


concern pala SIYA sa akin..


tapos nun iniwan na niya ako..



pag balik ko naman sa starting point dadaan muna kami ng hanging bridge,


eh nahilo ako..


wala ako masyadong makita..


then  kinamusta NIYA ako, at hinawakan niya ang mga kamay ko, to support me.


i find it sweet.


pinapahinga niya ako sa isang lugar..


kinuhanan ng tubig , kinuhanan din ng pagkain..


hindi naman NIYA to ginagawa eh..


basta shock lang ako..


gusto ko lang ng may mapagsabihan.. kaya dito ko to nilagay ^_^

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